Layers

A few nights ago, I was reading through one of my journals and found the entry I have typed out below. When this was written, I had been living in Nashville for 5 months.

January 15, 2007
3:34am
I realized tonight that I am finally in a place in my life where I can realize things about myself. It’s this process of peeling layers back until I can figure out what’s really going on. Peel back the layers of stability, comfort, and complacency. That’s where it gets tough – pulling back the layers of expectations, approval, criticism. Even then, more layers come up, many that I didn’t even know were there.

I frequently have people ask me how I've "made it" in Nashville, "made it" as a musician, or they've just made general comments or compliments about my persistence in this career, and I thought I'd share this with all of you.

After working at Capital One for 5 years, I was obviously devastated when I was laid off in 2005. I was offered the option to stay with the company in a different job and still have pay, benefits, and overall stability, but it was too late for that. The immediate blow of sitting in that room and being told that I no longer had a job overwhelmed my need for stability and sent my mind into territory it had never seen before. In trying to figure out what I would need to survive, I unexpectedly began to discover what I didn’t need. These were the layers I began to peel back.

Although stability is something I thrive on, I had to have it taken away to truly find myself. Being unemployed and suddenly having the career world “as my oyster” made me realize I could do whatever I wanted – not just what paid the most and had the best benefits. It’s healthy to have a routine, but I realized then that changing it makes you grow – especially when you the changes were out of your control! Losing the financial stability was also hard, but it was amazing to learn how much I could live without! I learned to be more resourceful when I lost that bi-weekly direct deposit - working for myself meant I was directly and solely responsible for any level of success or failure. There was no hourly rate, no salary, no limits to what I could do other than my own energy, ability, drive, and determination.

The layers of comfort and complacency were hard to pull back! I sold my beloved big diesel truck and bought a smaller car. I went from owning a nice house in the suburbs to renting a room in an apartment in downtown Nashville in close proximity to constant sirens. I went from having a steady paycheck and benefits to making 4 figures and living without health insurance. I moved 600 miles away from where almost all my family and friends were to a city where I knew absolutely no one. I left a boyfriend, my dog, and everything else that didn’t fit in a 5x8 trailer (the other two 15-foot UHaul trucks didn't come until much later!) and had no idea what my new circumstances would be. It was terrifying. I was tripped up by the unexpected – extensive injuries and losses from a car accident 2 months later, a housing market that kept me from selling my house, learning that seeing only the good in people can be dangerous. I never lived out of my car or went hungry, but it was SO important to stretch myself mentally and emotionally – not because I had no other options, but because it let me discover myself in a different way. I had to get rid of the tangible “stuff” that I was accustomed to having and learn who I was and how to be happy based solely on those intangible things we all can have regardless of how much we make – self-worth, personal relationships, beliefs, goals, hopes, and dreams.

I have always had high expectations of myself and that can definitely be a good thing, but I had to take a closer look at my expectations of myself to see if they were realistic, attainable, and healthy. Even more, it was important to figure out which expectations were my own, and which had been imposed on me by others, whether deliberately or subconsciously. At the end of the day, I am personally responsible for my happiness and success, so I had to discern and eliminate any expectations that weren’t my own.

The approval and criticism layers were elusive, because it’s easy to ignore your need for approval or fear of criticism until you make the move that draws them out. Peeling back those layers was so hard for me because I am a people-pleaser, often to a fault. There are plenty of critics of my chosen career, especially since I have the education and experience to do what they see as “so much more”. Some skeptics have changed their criticism to approval, and although proving my ability to succeed is satisfying, I had to learn that I don’t need the approval any more than I needed the criticism. Criticism hurts and approval is rewarding when they come from someone whose opinion matters, but it’s your response – even if it means not responding - that matters.

I’ve found other “layers” along the way, and I’m sure there are many more, but underneath them all is KARI – who I am, and what makes me happy, healthy, and fulfilled. Learning to understand, appreciate, and nurture who I am at that profound level drives my success in this business – or in any other.

KariSmithMusic update

The last 6 months have brought so many opportunities - I hardly know where to begin… Unbelievably, next month marks the 3rd anniversary of my moving to Nashville! Although I tend to be hard on myself, it’s actually rewarding to look back at some of the things I’ve accomplished over the last year. In 2009, I have already played twice as many dates as I played in all of 2008! August will only add to that number – my busiest month yet!

When I moved to Nashville, I was encouraged by some – and discouraged by others – that it takes a LONG time to get a start in this town! I’ve heard Nashville called “the 10-year town” because of how long it can take to make significant progress here. Without patience and tenacity, it’s so easy to become discouraged or quit! It’s hard to understand why it takes so long, given the opportunities here in Nashville, but you are surrounded by other musicians who are trying to make it, and it’s a hard town to make money in, partially because of the competition! A lot of musicians end up traveling and playing shows in other towns, especially their home town, as I’ve done. Despite the difficulty, I – like most other musicians – stay because of the amazing opportunities for musicians here. I am surrounded by other musicians and writers that understand and share my way of life and my passion. There are so many opportunities to meet and interact with musicians and writers on various levels of success – from the beginner to those who have achieved international success. There are a number of resources to support and further my career. And there is ALWAYS somewhere to go to hear good live music!

"GYPSY OF LOVE" AVAILABLE ON ITUNES!
I have been anxiously awaiting the digital distribution of my latest album – “Gypsy of Love” – and it is here! It is now also available at CD Baby! Both of my previous albums, “Kari” and “go with you” are also available on iTunes and CD Baby.
On iTunes, search “Kari Smith Gypsy of Love” or paste the following link into your browser:
http://www.apple.com/search/ipoditunes/?q=Kari+Smith+Gypsy+of+Love
“Gypsy of Love” and my previous 2 albums are also available at all live shows and at:
Plan 9: http://www.plan9music.com (and in Williamsburg, VA and Richmond, VA stores)
CD Baby: http://www.cdbaby.com/artist/karismith
Rhapsody: http://mp3.rhapsody.com/kari-smith/gypsy-of-love
Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Gypsy-of-Love/dp/B002H130RK/ref=sr_f3_1?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1248319753&sr=103-1
Lala: http://www.lala.com/#album/2810527642644390478


UNIQUE OPPORTUNITY - 8/20 at GAP!
When I saw the “free submission” email from SonicBids, host of my EPK (electronic press kit), about performing at a live acoustic event hosted by GAP, I submitted my press kit – not because I thought I’d be selected, but because it seemed like an interesting idea and the submission was free! Receiving the “SELECTED” message today was really exciting for me – not just because I get free jeans (although I like that part too… ;) but because it’s such a unique opportunity – being part of the largest simultaneous live acoustic music event ever! On August 20, 2009, every GAP store in the U.S. and Canada will host an exclusive, live acoustic music night to celebrate Gap’s 40 years of heritage in jeans and music. This event is open to the public, so come on out! Event will be held at the GAP store in Patrick Henry Mall in Newport News, VA.

NEW SUMMER MERCHANDISE!
If you haven’t seen the summer merchandise, it's here and available for sale at all live shows! The first round of merch was so successful that it’s back – with more colors and styles for ladies and men! We are working to get merch available online, and hope to see that soon!

I NEED YOUR HELP!
http://testdrive.taylorguitars.com/BandProfile.aspx?c=8656&p=325#Vote
A relationship with Taylor Guitars and Elixir Strings would be an amazing opportunity for me, so please take a moment and vote for me at the above link - I would so greatly appreciate it! You can vote once a day through August 31. THANK YOU!

LOVE MY SPONSORS!
I truly appreciate the contributions of my sponsors, especially Mary Kay Director Marti Hall, who so generously provides all of my makeup and cosmetics! The products she provides make traveling SO much easier, and they give me options for my “stage look”, which is slightly different from the everyday look. :) Check out her website and please consider using her for your Mary Kay needs – and tell her I sent you! Distance is not an issue – I live FAARR away from her, but still have products in my mailbox just days after I drop her an email… THANK YOU Marti!
http://www.marykay.com/martihall/default.aspx

details for the show tonight

Just wanted to let you all know a few things about the show tonight... if you're planning on coming to the Bull & Bear, I'll be playing from 7 - 10pm. The dress code is business casual, so no jeans, t-shirts, hats, etc. but you do NOT need to wear a suit or tie. Polo and button-up shirts for guys are fine. PARKING - there is free parking after 5:45pm in the parking deck under the James Center Building on Canal Street. FOOD - the food is WONDERFUL and the kitchen is open until 10pm.

Thank you SO MUCH to the MANY people who came out to Market Cafe last night for the show. It was great to see familiar faces, and some I hadn't seen in quite a while!! It was a bit eventful, being in 100 degree heat and in the direct sunlight... I made it through 3 and a half (yes - a half) songs before having to exit the stage to avoid an on-stage fainting spell... After drinking several bottles of water, having my sister fan me and put ice cubes all over my (somehow blistered) arms, and my 2-year old niece feeding my ice cubes (pretty hilarious itself! : ), I finally was able to go back on stage. I got through another half of a song before looking up to see that same sister down on the ground... Not a good feeling when you're on stage! Thanks to everyone who has shown concern - she did go in to be checked out and was diagnosed with the same low blood pressure problem that I have, and she is fine. You all were so supportive, and I appreciate it so much!!

Hope to see you tonight!

update and new schedule

What a week! Monday through Wednesday nights were spent in Lula, Mississippi playing shows at a casino, Thursday I was heading back to Nashville to spend one night in my own bed, Friday night was spent packing for my trip to Virginia and driving through the night to get here, and I just got off a stage in New Kent, VA after playing a very successful Relay for Life event for the American Cancer Society… So in answer to the many questions I’ve heard lately like “where are you?”, “what have you been doing?”, and “why haven’t we heard anything from you?” – that may be your answer! The last few months have been very, very busy – I have been playing more regularly in Nashville now, and I have also been on the road quite a bit. But I am so glad to be back in my home state of Virginia!



MERCHANDISE / T-SHIRTS

The first run of t-shirts are almost all gone! There are a few Ladies’ long-sleeved tees and Men’s white short-sleeved tees left, but I have a whole new inventory! There are new Ladies’ tank tops and tees, and I got feedback from the guys that you preferred darker shirts – so I have new Men’s tees in Black, Navy, and Gray. If you’re interested in purchasing a t-shirt, they are available for sale at all shows, or email me if you’d like to order one to be shipped to you. I also am now able to accept Visa / Mastercard.



SCHEDULE

I apologize for the delay in sharing my schedule for my trip, but here it is! Besides the show tonight, I will also be playing every night Tuesday through Sunday of next week! I have some new venues this time – including the Bull & Bear Club downtown, and Bar Louie in the Short Pump area, so I hope you’ll come out and help me make a good showing!

The show will go on!

CD RELEASE Party for "Gypsy of Love"!

Date: Friday, March 20, 2009
Time: 7:00pm - 9:00pm
Location: The Camel
Street: 1621 W Broad Street
City/Town: Richmond, VA
Phone: 804-353-4901
Email: info@thecamel.org
Website: www.thecamel.org

Thank you so much for your patience with this! Because of my original venue closing, the show has been moved to The Camel, a great Richmond music venue. The show will be a bit earlier than I intended, but the show will go on - which is the important part! : )

The Camel is on West Broad near the intersection of Broad and Boulevard. There is street parking or you may park in the Lowe's parking lot across the street. They have GREAT food, a full bar and is a non-smoking venue. Doors open at 7pm and the music will start around 7:30. The show will be over by 9pm. There will be a $5 cover at the door.

Thanks so much, as always, for your support!

Velvet and Sita

I was pulling out of a rest area near Knoxville on a Monday, the second day of my drive back to Nashville from Richmond, VA for the Christmas holidays. It had been a good break - about 20 minutes sitting under the trees, writing down the song that had been forming in my head during the drive. It was a cold but beautiful day – and that brisk air has a way of opening your eyes! As I walked Sierra back to the car, we were inspired by a father and son playing Frisbee, so I retrieved Sierra’s from the car, and we showed them how a Frisbee team really works – much to their amusement!

As I began to pull away, I was struck by how many people were traveling with their dogs. The first was a little Jack Russell that gleefully chased his owner on a skateboard down a conveniently downhill sidewalk. The second was a huge Saint Bernard being walked by little girl tinier than it was, along with Mom. The third dog I noticed was still in a car, waiting patiently for her escape. THAT, I knew, was Sita.

How I knew that dog was “Sita” is beyond peculiar - so peculiar that I pulled over to the side of the rest area exit. I recognized the station wagon, and the Vermont license plates. Then I saw the lady standing at the back of the car – in her 60s with kind eyes, hair in a ball cap, and dressed for days of driving. I recognized her, but I did not know her, or even her name. But I knew Sita’s name, and she knew Sierra’s.

On Sunday, the day before, I stopped in a rest area near Roanoke, VA. That rest area was not quite as accommodating as today’s, and I had to keep Sierra on a short leash while maneuvering through people and other dogs. While walking her, I noticed a beautiful retriever with a striking copper color. I called up to her owner to tell her how beautiful her dog was, and she invited me to bring Sierra up to play. We stood there talking while Sierra and Sita played for a few minutes, and she told me that she was on her way to Arizona to a large gem / jewelry convention, where she would buy stock that she resells to retailers during the year. I told her that I was a musician, and that I was returning to Nashville that night after spending the holidays and playing some shows in Virginia. We talked for a few moments about the weather – and how she was ready to escape the cold in Vermont, and I wished her luck with that! We then parted ways, and I saw her pass me on the interstate a few moments after we both pulled out of the rest area.

I really thought nothing of it, as I continued my drive. But the further down the road I got, the more I realized I would probably not make it back to Nashville that night. The sinus pressure was one thing – but what was really getting me was missing the last 3 days’ doses of my low blood pressure medicine. I somehow only took 1 week’s supply on my 10-day trip to Virginia, and when I don’t take it, I fall asleep – or pass out – very easily. Fortunately, I had a friend near Knoxville that put me up for the night.

I woke up Monday, refreshed and ready for the second part of my trip. I decided that since I only had about 3 ½ more hours to go, I would really take my time and enjoy the day. So I drove leisurely, taking in the beautiful mountains in East Tennessee. A song had been buzzing around in my head, and when the batteries in my hand-held recorder had died, I had to stop. Since I was stopping, I decided to go ahead and write down the words that I had already, then play Frisbee with Sierra for a while. It was then that I got back in the car, pulled away, and saw Sita.

When I first saw Sita, the Vermont license plate, and the lady from yesterday - I have to be honest – the first thought that flashed through my mind was, “is this lady following me?” I pulled my car over to the side of the rest area exit. I walked up to her, and the look on her face indicated that she was probably wondering the same thing that I instinctively had! I greeted her, and she must have moved quickly past any apprehension she may have had, because she reached out to hug me. We talked for a moment about how uncanny it was to run into each other – on two different days! I mean, it’s possible that 2 travelers run into each other on the same day in 2 rest areas, but for both travelers to stop in completely different places – I had gone 20 miles off the interstate to where I stayed – was just plain odd. She invited Sierra to come play with Sita, but I told her that we had been there for a while, and were just leaving. I gave her one of my new CDs, and told her that now she would have something to listen to on her long trip to Arizona! She looked at the album “Gypsy of Love” and chuckled, saying that she had been called a gypsy a time or two!

I pulled away from this second rest area, shaking my head in disbelief. I didn’t know why or how this connection had happened, but I felt that it must have happened for a reason! As I drove down I-40, I realized that I didn’t even know her name. It really didn’t matter, I just couldn’t stop thinking about how random the situation had been. I sent a text to a friend, saying “you are NOT going to believe what just happened!” Then, of course, I spent the next 20 minutes on the phone telling the story.

Since I was taking my time, I made a stop at Starbucks for some coffee, and one at Chick-Fil-A for lunch. I had finally gotten back up to speed when I realized that my gas light was on, and I wondered why I hadn’t seen that when I was off the highway getting food and coffee? Regardless, I began looking for the next exit with a gas station. I bypassed one exit, because it didn’t have the type of station I was looking for. I noticed a Shell at the next exit, so I pulled off the highway, and into the gas station. I filled up, then as I was hanging the nozzle back on the pump, time stood still for a moment as I watched that station wagon with Vermont plates pull into the Shell station.

She didn’t even see me – just pulled up to a pump, got out, and headed for the door. I started walking towards her, and as I did, I called to her, “this is just getting a little uncanny!” She stopped still, turned, and looked at me with disbelief in her eyes. And it WAS uncanny… to run into a total stranger 3 times in a row, over 2 different days, when we both obviously had our own agenda was beyond uncanny… We let Sierra and Sita play in the huge field beside the gas station, and we talked for about 20 minutes. I finally learned her name – her mother named her Velvet, after the girl in the horse movie National Velvet. We talked about what seemed most important at the time – our beliefs in things spiritual and things “meant to be”. We both tried to look for the purpose, although the “purpose” in things like this is not always evident. Her initial observation was that the connection could be music, since she knows many songwriters and musicians. OR, she said that more likely, Someone was looking out for her on this long road trip. At 63, she shared, the yearly buying trips were seeming longer and harder to drive.

Whatever the purpose – we know there was one, and that’s all that really matters. Velvet and Sita followed me back to Nashville, treated me to a wonderful dinner, and we shared stories and sang songs like we were old friends. She and Sita stayed in my guest bedroom that night, and sneaked out in the morning without even waking me (bless her heart… ; )

Today is Thursday – January 1, 2009 – a new day in a new year, and so I’ve had a couple of days to reflect on this situation. Was there any great lesson to be learned in any of this? Any earth-shattering revelation? That’s for each one of us to decide, but for me, the lesson was a refresher course in having faith – not fear - in people. In opening your eyes and seeing what is right in front of you. In being available to be used by God to help someone in need – or even just offering a hand in hospitality or friendship.

On this day, I resolve to keep my eyes open – not because it’s a New Year – but because it is a wonderful, exciting life with SO very much to offer!

My best to you, and all the love, happiness and blessings to you and yours in 2009.

New album "Gypsy of Love" now shipping!!

I hope the holidays are treating you well! I finally got my Christmas tree up yesterday, and have worn through my collection of Christmas music! The Christmas parade was Friday here in Nashville, and man was it cold... But it was great to see everyone in the holiday spirit and enjoying themselves.

After several delays in production, I decided that I would not send another message until my new CD "Gypsy of Love" was ready to ship! But there is good news – they will be delivered tomorrow, and shipping Tuesday!! I am SO very excited – this record is the product of the last 2 years of my time here in Nashville, and I am so very proud of it! For the REALLY detailed details of the process, check out http://karismithmusic.blogspot.com/2008/11/album-whats-goin-on.html.

If you have ordered your copy already – thank you so very much for your support!! It will be in the mail on Tuesday – and just in time for Christmas! If not, go to www.tinyurl.com/gypsyoflove to purchase through PayPal. If you'd like to purchase with check or money order, please reply to this email for the payment address and instructions. The CD, 8x10 picture, and shipping / handling is $15. If you're interested in purchasing more than one copy, please contact me for the discounted price.

For those of you who are interested in this crazy ride I've been on : ) and like to keep up with what's going on, thank you so much! I have moved from sending out frequent emails to recording much of my journey in a blog – it's at http://www.karismithmusic.blogspot.com/ and I try to update it relatively often!

I may possibly be back in Virginia for Christmas, now that the gas prices are steadily dropping! It's hard to believe that when I last drove to Virginia in October, gas cost more than twice what it does now! But I will definitely be back in January, and am working on a definite date for a CD release party at that time. Now that the CD has been completed, I plan to be back on the road, playing more shows, so let me know where you would like to hear me play!

Keep in touch, and thank you again, so much, for your support of me and my dream!

All my best -
. Kari .

Blog – http://www.karismithmusic.blogspot.com/
Website - http://www.karismithmusic.com/
Press Kit - www.sonicbids.com/karismith
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the album - what's goin' on!

Many of you have asked "how's the CD coming along?" I usually say "fine"... because the reality of it takes more breath to tell than I have! But if you truly want the nuts and bolts of what's going on - here it is! The relieving part (I'll start with this! : ) is that the CDs should be IN MY HANDS within 10 - 12 days. I do NOT have an official release date, or a CD release party scheduled. I gave up trying to predict when this thing would be done! My poor graphic artist has had to update my press kit 3 or 4 times now regarding the release - September, October, November, and now we're pushing December! Once it has been released, I will schedule CD release parties for both Nashville and Virginia.

So what's happening? Some things are really just out of our hands - but I'll try to give you the short story! Hold on to your hats for more information about the music business than you EVER wanted to know... and remember - ALL of the below work comes after or outside of preparation and recording the actual music!

I'll start with "publishing" - which refers to rights and royalties of a songwriter. I had it "easy" - I wrote or co-wrote every song on this album, as opposed to many singers who can easily have 12 songs by 12 different writers! I had one co-write, and one 3-way co-write. So the publishing rights for all of "my" songs belong fully to me, the co-write is owned 50/50% by me and 1 other person, and 3-way co-write is owned 33% each by me and 2 other people. Publishing rights are owned by a registered publishing company - not an individual, so I could either have registered by songs under my producer's publishing company "Gold Star", or I could form my own. If I established with Gold Star, the royalties (from CD sales, radio play, downloads, etc.) would be SPLIT between me (the writer) and Gold Star (the publishing company). But if I formed a publishing company, the profits would belong 100% to my company on the songs I wrote, and 50% or 33% on the co-writes. They are still "split" between me and the publishing company - but since I own the publishing company, they're still "technically" mine. Make sense? In the end, I formed my own publishing company. This is VERY common amongst writers in Nashville today. My long-term goal in this industry is to not depend on performance income (which is largely what I do now), but rather to make my "living" on songwriting. Easier said than done, but this is Step 1! And by the way - I NEVER thought I would have my first song cut by another artist (and eventually being paid for it!) at this point - I haven't even started pitching my music, and having that already is a blessing for which I am very grateful! Point being, I need to be prepared, and live as if my future goals and dreams are a present reality.

So I chose to create Vanillity Music LLC, with a publishing "arm". The LLC also serves to protect me, as an individual, as I go about the daily business of the company. The first challenge was actually coming up with a company name that is not yet used, trademarked, etc. There are a LOT of businesses out there! My first couple choices weren't available, but if any of you have ever been in "smelling distance" of me, you'll probably at least understand the "Vanilla" reference, since that scent is all I wear! :)

So now we have the LLC, and the publishing company within. And by the way - this doesn't necessarily mean that I "saved money" by keeping 100% of my royalties - definitely not up front! There are legal fees for setting up an LLC, registers, trademarks, etc., and fees to register the publishing company. The publishing company itself also has to be registered with whichever performing rights organization I belong to.

The 3 major performing rights organizations are BMI, ASCAP, and SESAC. I belong to ASCAP, so Vanillity Music LLC must be registered with ASCAP - a different process than Kari Smith being registered with ASCAP, which is what I had before. So WHAT is a performing rights organization? Well, you may have walked into a business before and heard music playing through the speakers. Unless there is some sort of arrangement in place, the manager can't just decide to play his Kari Smith CD today (aw man... ;) When you walked into that bar, you may have seen a label or sign posted on the storefront that said "BMI" or "ASCAP" - SESAC is by far the smallest and not as common.

Additionally, when a program manager at a radio station decides that he wants to play a Kari Smith song 3 times today, he has to report those 3 plays to ASCAP, who collects the data and pays its songwriters quarterly. This same process goes for clubs, restaurants, and other venues that play music through loudspeakers, a jukebox, etc. - they are legally obligated to report it. If they don't, they are breaking the law, and there are "undercover" agents for these companies that literally go looking for non-compliance with these laws.

In addition to radio plays, downloads, etc., songwriters are paid for CD sales. This can be done when the CDs are pressed (manufactured) at all at once, "as you go" - as you sell the CDs. For example - I have an artist / group who is cutting one of my songs "My Sisters". They have a mechanical license (just roll with this!) and although I can put the song on my CD (and I did!), they have licensed the right to record it and put it on their CD. The fee is currently 9.3 cents a song. If they have 10,000 copies of the CD, as the songwriter of that song, I will make $930.

When a radio station reports that they played Kari Smith's song "Mostly Me" (this is the 3-way co-write on my album) for x amount of plays, how does ASCAP know who gets paid royalties for those plays? Well, when Dennis Money, Bobby Fischer and I wrote that song, we EACH had to register our 33% of the publishing rights to that song with our respective companies' performing rights organization. (See how freakin complicated this gets?)

Each song (or an "work") has to be turned in and filed with the national Copyrights Office, which of course carries its own set of paperwork, hassles, submissions, and fees.

Each song on the album has to have an ISRC (International Standard Recording Code) digitally embedded in it. This code refers to the recording itself - not the song - and is comprised of 12 numbers that refer to the country code, the registrant code, the year of registration, then the number of the recording itself. The purpose of the code is to facilitate royalty collecting, administration, and especially important today - anti-piracy safeguards. When I decided to form the LLC, I had to apply for ISRC codes. The digital embedding happens at the mastering stage (for the sake of my poor typing fingers, I will abbreviate my explanation of "mastering" by saying that it is "finishing" the CD in terms of audio levels, space between songs, etc.)

The graphics and layout for the CD are a whole process within themselves - "getting it right" for something this important takes a LOT of time, effort, inspection, revisions, and approval from me and my producer. It's amazing that Stacy - my graphic artist at http://www.psomadesign.com/ - didn't go nuts on this one! She is SO patient and amazingly talented! Unfortunately, there's now way to shorten that process unless you absolutely have no opinion on what your project will look like. I did. ;) Once we sent the artwork to the company that actually manufactures the discs, they needed revisions - despite the fact that she had built the artwork on their templates! It's not just a CD "cover" - it's a 6 panel (3 front, 3 back) insert, a interior tray card, an exterior tray card, and the actual CD itself that have to be designed and perfected. (Thanks to Brett Zwerdling for the album photography - I think that was the easiest part!! :) There are credits that have to be listed within the album artwork that are necessary for radio play and royalties. Publishing affiliations have to be listed in order for a radio station to play a song... Remember that scenario earlier about a radio program director reporting what songs they've played? If you submit an album that doesn't list publishing allocations and splits, there's a good possibility they're not going to play it!

Aren't you glad this is the short version? ;) I'll try to wrap this up!

If you're still reading - and you're wondering why I typed all this out - YOU are why I took the time! I know that this chosen career is sustained by the unwavering support of fans, listeners, people who care - however you want to classify yourself. If you know me at all, you know that if I'm up at 9:30am (the current time CST), it's not because I got up early - it's because I haven't gone to bed yet. But it is so very important to me to keep this experience as personal and as real to YOU, the fan, as I possibly can - because I feel that that's how I'm able to give back to you. Your support and your interest in what I do makes me want to share as much of it with you as possible! If that means losing sleep every once in a while, so be it - otherwise this would NEVER get written!

Thank you for caring about the process and what I've been facing to get this album released! There may be a mistake or two in here - (I'm uh about to fall over... ; ) but hopefully you get the gist! And a SPECIAL thank you to those of you who have pre-ordered the album - or plan to buy it once it's released. You don't know the sheer JOY I get when I see each one of those pre-sales! I've put my heart and soul into this album - it's the main reason I moved to this town - and I am SO proud of the result!!!

Pre-orders through PayPal can be made at www.tinyurl.com/gypsyoflove or email me for a payment address if you'd rather send a check or money order. The CD, including shipping / handling, and an autographed 8x10 picture is $15, and will be shipping within 2 weeks! Many thanks!!!

a lot to be thankful for

Tuesday, November 12, I had the honor and privilege of singing the National Anthem at the start of a college basketball game. That in itself was somewhat unremarkable - it was between Tennessee Tech and Lipscomb, not really "major" universities. There weren't thousands of people in the stands, and there weren't lights flashing and cameras going off!

But when that microphone was handed to me and I looked up at the flag, I got more than a little choked up... Right before, it was announced that there would be an opening prayer, then the National Anthem would be sung by "Nashville recording artist Kari Smith". The prayer that followed that announcement was so poignant that I literally for a moment was scared I would be too choked up to sing! The prayer brought attention to all that we have to be thankful for, and especially a gratefulness to the men and women who are serving our country here and abroad.

In the moment where I looked up and saw the flag, I realized how much I truly do have to be thankful for! It would have NEVER occurred to me 5 years ago when I was sitting in a cubicle at Capital One that pm this day, I would be introduced as "Nashville recording artist Kari Smith" - and yet here I am.... REALLY surreal to me, but true! :) Beyond that, the freedoms and opportunities that are afforded to me in this country, and that are represented by that flag I was singing about are made possible in part by people who have dedicated - or given up - their lives to make that possible.

These past few months have been a tough time - trying to get the record finished and released have been WAY more trying than I could have known, not ever having done things this "officially" before. It's easy to get caught up in ALL the details that have NOTHING to do with music - and more to do with legalities, the business, formalities, deadlines, finances - I could go on and on (which is why you haven't heard much from me lately!) But when it comes right down to it, the fact that I am living in this moment right now is truly overwhelming!

I'm just about done with this soapbox - I promise! : ) But I hope that as Thanksgiving comes around this week, you'll join me in shifting your thoughts away from politics, the economy, the media, etc. - and ponder those things that we are so accustomed to having that we tend to take for granted. I have a LOT to be thankful for...

(speaking of which - shirt and belt in the picture by Cutting-Up Apparel www.cutting-up.com)

what do Kari and the CMA Awards have in common?

We're both sponsored by Mary Kay! Hope this explains the pictures of me laughing while holding my Mary Kay Compact Pro (provided by my wonderful sponsor, Marti Hall - www.marykay.com/martihall - who wasn't able to be there) with a big ol' group of Cadillac-driving Mary Kay Directors! These ladies just happened to be sitting next to me at the 42nd Annual Country Music Association Awards, and they were great!

This is the second year I've been able to attend, and it's always fun to see all the stars out doing their thing... Some highlights for me were:

1. George Strait. period. I love George Strait! Whether he was performing, accepting an award, or just walking up to the stage - I love him! I was thrilled that he won single AND album of the year - faith in the Association has been restored!! ;)

2. Kenny Chesney's performance with The Wailers (as in Bob Marley and... ;), who did a performance of "Three Little Birds" that was a cool compliment to Kenny's "Everybody Wants to Go To Heaven"!

3. Taylor Swift's performance of "Love Story" - I think this is a sweet song anyway, but the set for this was amazing! Last year, I went behind the scenes and saw how they set up for the CMAs - there were literally just ROWS of complete sets - one after another, all completely set up and ready to wheel in at the right time. But to see how much work went into this was amazing!

4. Brad Paisley kissing Kim's (his wife) pregnant belly before going up on stage to collect his award - SOO sweet!!

5. Lady Antebellum winning best new artist... I first saw this trio perform live at CRS (Country Radio Seminar) last year, and they were fabulous! Hillary Scott is the female voice of the trio, and her mother is Linda Davis, 1990s country music artist who sang the duet "Does He Love You" with Reba McEntire. Charles Kelley is the lead singer, and his brother Josh Kelley is a pop singer who I have always been a fan of! This group has a great sound, so I'm proud of them!

After the show, I was downtown and met Grammy-winning singer / songwriter Jim Lauderdale... THAT was an honor! I was probably more thrilled to meet him than I would have been to meet most any of the celebs at the CMAs! Besides singing backing vocals for Carlene Carter and Dwight Yoakam, Jim wrote songs for 8 George Strait, including 2 songs on his "Pure Country" soundtrack, and one of my favorites - "What Do You Say to That". He also wrote Perfect Stranger's "You Have the Right to Remain Silent", and songs for Patty Loveless, The Dixie Chicks, Vince Gill, Mark Chestnutt, and many more!

There are also a couple of pictures of me afterwards - this is about as dressy as I get, ladies and gents... ;) Enjoy!

back home!

After a busy, crazy trip to VA, I am back home in Nashville! I played 6 shows while I was home - in 10 days! Add seeing family and friends to that line-up, and it makes for a crazy time! I'm always glad to visit, and love being able to perform - especially for fans that have been so faithful... But I must say I'm also glad to be sleeping in my own bed again!

Thank you SO MUCH to those of you who came out to see me at one of my shows - and especially to those of you who came out to several shows! It makes me feel SO good to see all of you, and your belief in me and support just warms my heart!

I have to give an absolutely shameless shout-out to my sponsor Marti Hall, who is an amazing representative of Mary Kay cosmetics. She truly set me up for this trip and made sure I had everything I needed to travel as easily as possible, especially the Mary Kay Facial Cleansing Cloths, the Compact Pro, and a personal favorite - the Lotus and Bamboo body care set! If you use Mary Kay but don't have a consultant, check out her website - www.marykay.com/martihall - no matter where you live!

(Mary Kay cosmetics in my "Gypsy of Love" photo shoot (including the attached picture) provided by Marti Hall.)

"Gypsy of Love" available for pre-sale!

The recording of my Nashville debut album "Gypsy of Love" is complete! The artwork and printing are still pending, but they are NOW available for pre-order! If you are interested in ordering a copy of the CD, there are a few options.

1. If you are a PayPal user, go here: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=287349 to pre-order. If you are not yet a PayPal user, it is easy to sign up for an account, and your payment via check or credit card is simple and secure!

2. If you prefer to pay by check or money order, send an email to karismithmusic @ gmail.com for the payment address. The cost is $15, and includes the album, a signed photo, and shipping / handling charges.

The album will be shipping in late October / early November. If you plan to purchase more than 1 copy, please let me know so that I can give you a discounted rate!

THANK YOU SO MUCH for your support!! I am so proud of this album and everything that has gone into it, and I so appreciate you sharing in this experience with me!

Cutting-Up photo shoot

Cutting-Up is one of my amazing sponsors, and these pictures are from a photo shoot I had for their clothing. My amazingly wonderful photographer is Brett Zwerdling, who flew from Richmond to Nashville to do this and one other shoot. He ROCKS!

Check 'em out at www.cutting-up.com!

madness craziness and chaos

We all have it... right? I realized the other day that I frequently write about my successes and accomplishments, but not about some of the more frustrating aspects of being a musician. In order for this blog to be an accurate representation of this crazy life that I'm leading, it needs to include those things, right? So here goes...

Yes, the gas shortage in TN is a very real thing. It seems okay to write about now, because I have seen 2 gas stations with gas today! Before that, I think I probably went 4 days without seeing a gas station that actually had gas - and I probably passed 30 or 40 of them! It's a scary feeling - something that has never happened in my lifetime. You don't want to be "paranoid" about, but when you realize that at any time you could be without the means to get around and live your life - it is scary! The economy in general is worse than it has been in my memory and it's a constant challenge for all of us...

Most of you know already about my recent trip to the hospital for what ended up being gall bladder disease and stones. I am supposed to be having surgery to remove it as soon as possible, but haven't yet scheduled it. As a musician, I do not have insurance. It's doable, although difficult - especially as I have had to have thousands of dollars of dental work done this year, and the other assorted health problems that I constantly deal with - mostly my ongoing problem with low blood pressure and allergies. But this is obviously more than a routine doctor visit – it’s surgery and a hospital visit. My forays into trying to get financial aid to deal with this surgery have been long and completely fruitless. I’ve about given up on those processes – it’s very frustrating to be put off and put off until you’re finally told “oh it’s been too long – you’ll have to start the whole process over again…” when they’re the ones that caused the delay in the first place. I could rant about this endlessly but it wouldn’t help anything, so suffice it to say that I’m hoping my health will hold out until I can figure out how to afford this surgery.

My “weekly” gig has so far been no more than that one show. The next Saturday, one of the regular bar patrons had a party that included most of the patronage, and therefore the show was canceled the day of. The next week, there was a major football game that caused the show to be canceled the day of. This and next week I will be out of town. Although the owner is still very interested in me playing there, it just hasn’t happened again yet. It’s discouraging – especially when you plan on the income, but one of the hard knocks that comes along with this craziness…

Most of you know about the car accident that I had when I first moved to Nashville – TWO years ago… can you believe it? I can’t myself! Some days are better than others. I have recently been struggling more than I had with pain in my shoulders, back, and hips, and it’s just a constant reminder that your body will only take so much beating before it talks back! Next week I turn THIRTY (30)… can you believe it? Some days I feel like I’m about 60! I continue to go to the chiropractor as necessary when it gets unbearable, which it has some recently. Grin and bear it, right?

The good seems to come proportionately with the bad, and I hold tight to God’s promise that He won’t give me more than I can handle. Although sometimes I wonder if he is over-estimating my capabilities… ;) Seriously – I have been blessed, and I try to never let go of that.

Well, if nothing else, look at this as a big ol’ prayer list for Kari… I could use ‘em all!!

The next blog will be MUCH more positive – I promise… ;)

"Remembering You"

September 10, 2008 was the 1-year anniversary of my dear friend Gary Wade. It was strange - it seemed as if it were just as hard as when he actually passed away.

Some of Gary's family from the UK came back to the States for the anniversary. Two of Gary's loves were theater and soccer. Together with the CAT Theater Group, they set up an annual "Gary Wade Volunteer Award", and they also brought over a football (English version - our soccer!) trophy to be played for as well as arranging for a garden of remembrance to be set up in the fields where Gary played soccer.

By "popular demand" (Gary had a LOT of friends!) I made a recording of the song that I wrote for Gary, called "Remembering You". I had CDs duplicated and printed, and if you're interested in a copy, please let me know. Many of the Richmond and UK branches of Gary's "family" may have already gotten one from Donna and Tony.

Although Gary's passing was so sad and hard, he is still with us in so many different wonderful ways, and we cherish the memories and friendships that came about because of him!

finally a weekly gig!

Yay! I had a gig on Saturday night from 8 - 11pm at Marathon Sports Bar in Nashville... I was a BIT concerned about it for a few reasons. It was difficult to get the gig in the first place (the owner is this crochety 85-year old man that will kick you out for looking at him wrong) (hope he's not a blog reader), and when I came in and realized that the Miami / Florida game was on, I was a little worried! There were a few hard-core fans in there and they usually don't take kindly to having music played over their game! I waited til half-time to start, hoping that by the time the game was back on, they would be into the music!

I knew it would be a hard sell - the regulars and very regular, and I knew their opinions would definitely make a difference! They were all watching very closely, but were still pretty hard to read... When I took my first break an hour in, I was SO relieved to know that they were really enjoying it - both originals and covers!

When I was done, the owner called me over and I prepared for the worst... Usually when he speaks to me, it's to make some sort of semi-harassing comment or to make a snarky remark. Instead, he looked me straight in the eye, and said, "I loved it. And Kari - I have a lot of respect for you and your talent." I was BLOWN away. THEN he said, "would you be willing to do this every week?" I was THRILLED - it's my first weekly paid gig in Nashville, and that is a VERY good thing!!

Shirt by who else? ;) www.cutting-up.com

songwriting rounds

I've learned my lesson... let me first explain what a writer's round is! The way that most rounds work in Nashville - there is a host, that sets up the round. He will choose usually 3 or 4 people, and each of those people will choose usually 2 other people that they want to play "in the round" with them.

Here's an example. Lee (the host) calls 4 people, and each of those people call 2 of their friends. So there will be a total of 12 people playing - 4 rounds of 3 people each. At 7:30, the first 3 people will be on. They will each play one song, then each play another, and so forth. Usually each person plays about 4 songs. So if each of 3 people plays 4 songs, that is 12 songs, which usually amounts to about an hour or so. Then they move off the stage, and the second group of 3 goes up and does the same thing.

The first time I played "in the round" at Hotel Indigo, I got a call from a guy who I had never heard of. A person in his round had cancelled, and he knew someone who gave him my name. He called me up the night before the show, and voila - I was in! This Friday night was much the same - I got a call from the host of the whole show to fill in for someone who had cancelled. I had all of about an hour lead time for that one...

Playing in the round is a great experience, is a great way to meet other writers, and can be good exposure. I haven't done many of these up until now, because believe it or not, it is work! When you don't really feel like going out, but you know that you need to for networking reasons, and to get your music heard - then you know it is work! Not that I don't enjoy playing, but it's actually a necessary part of the job.

Attached are some pictures of Friday's round at Hotel Indigo on upper Broadway in Nashville.

The beautiful necklace I am wearing is from http://www.cutting-up.com/!

confusion about "a cut"

I don't know why you people don't know a darn thing about songwriting, so I guess I need to explain this. (kidding :) I reported that I had my first songwriting cut, and I failed to explain what that even means!

The Singer Sisters are comprised of 2 groups of twins - 19 yr. old Mollie and Jackie, and their mom and HER twin sister, Mollie and Jackie - two generations of twin sisters! When they decided to cut an album, many different publishers "pitched" songs to them. The "pitch" involves finding out exactly what a singer is looking for, then submitting songs for them to pick from that fit their requirements. For the Sisters, the requirements were positive, upbeat, uplifting songs with no negative topics. "My Sisters" definitely fit AND was especially appropriate, since they are sisters! Once they and their management agreed upon recording the song, I found out that they definitely would "cut" - record - that song.

What does this mean for me? Am I still able to include this song on my CD? YES. I still wrote the song - lyrics and music, and I own the rights to the song. They are paying for the right to perform it and to include it on their CD and other media.

What does this mean for me? Do I get paid? YES. Paperwork is signed and submitted for a "mechanical license" allowing them to record my song. Pay is a standard flat rate - $.093 per song sold (a little over 9 cents). If the song was pitched by a publishing company that represents a writer, the writer splits that 9 cents with the publisher. If you are on a publishing (songwriting) deal and have been paid a "draw" (a regular salary no matter what), the publisher gets 100% until you have RE-PAID everything that has been paid to you in your draw. I won't go into details on how that works, as it doesn't pertain to this deal - I'm not signed to a publishing deal.

So how do I know when they sell an album? When their CDs are initially pressed, they pay that amount up front. If they were to have 10,000 CDs manufactured, $930 is paid up front. If the song were to be played on the radio, internet, digital media, etc., the rate is still 9 cents per song, but that is monitored and paid in the future. Radio stations record and report every song that is played, and that's how the artists / labels / writers are paid. The two larger performing rights organizations are ASCAP and BMI, and they track your radio play and send you a check - I believe quarterly. Again - remember the 50/50 split? That applies here. If I don't have my own publishing company (which I don't), I HAVE to work through a publishing company, which gets half of the pay, up front and in the future.

If I can get my world to slow down just a little (my car refuses to start and is sitting in the shop as we speak with a $700 tab racked up already ON TOP OF my medical / surgery issues...) then I will probably set up a publishing company of my own - this is how many people do it to retain their own rights to their music, and of course 100% of their pay. It of course costs money to set up your own publishing company, so there's no "easy" way around it!

What happens when you co-write a song? I wrote all the songs on my upcoming album, but 2 of them were co-writes. On "I Have Fun", Dennis is co-writer. All the rules above apply - except that it's $.0465 for each of the 2 co-writers. On "Mostly Me", Dennis is a co-writer, as is Bobby Fischer. All the rules above apply, except that it's $.031 per person.

Make sense? I hope so... you asked... ;) Being a singer/songwriter and both performing and recording artist is much more complicated than it sounds. I usually just laugh and let people believe that I watch soap operas and eat bon-bons all day, because it's just easier than explaining it all (if you're still reading, you probably agree! :)

Hope that this helps, for those of you who wanted more information - and thanks for caring enough to ask! If you want to know anything else, ask! Obviously it's my life, my career, my passion, so I'll tell just as much as you want to know, and on the rare occasion, a bit more. :)

hanging on for dear life...

I love this grasshopper picture... Ha! And you thought your life was tough! ;) This poor little guy was hanging on to the car window for all he was worth - on the interstate even! I love how his antennae are flying in the breeze...

My friend Bob and I spent my Labor Day exploring some caves in Kentucky. (I believe there is one customary self-taken picture of us up there! :) We went to Horse Cave, and Kentucky Caverns. It was really cool! Literally! Remind me if I ever go cave exploring again to wear long sleeves... and something OTHER than slippery flip flops... To my credit, we had no idea where we were going when we left the house!

Check out that cool Cutting-Up (http://www.cutting-up.com/) t-shirt! :)